Bang Bang

Sometimes I wake up like someone has lit some hell fire inside of me and I feel like I could rule the world. It’s insane to me that days like today can follow days like yesterday. Maybe it’s the hike I took last night or the bottle of wine we shared or the talk we had or the mix tape he sent in the mail. Maybe it’s science or the water I drink. Maybe it’s the universe fucking with me or blessing me. I don’t know.

I am interested in spending the next year of my life making amends with the person in me I’ve let down. She’s a fragile and lovely little human but I forgot her and I owe her something. I owe her as much beauty and breathtaking tastes and kisses and sunsets and long walks and big things that I can possibly collect in one given year.

So, now there is a new plan. Go to the ends of the earth to make this bruised up heart worth it.