you know you’re probably right. you usually are and it’s something I’ve grown to be okay with. a part of me likes looking to you for answers, if nothing else. how is it that some things that make the least sense in our lives can at the same time make the most sense. that doesn’t even make sense. it’s something along the lines of… where this at one point seemed crazy, now instead everything else seems silly and crazy. like this is the only thing.